So who am I??

So who am I, besides just a girl sitting behind a computer screen and giving you an inside look at my heart and my thoughts?

I’m the girl who can usually be found wearing a superhero, video game, and/or movie t-shirt. I'm the girl who is a bit awkward, a bit dorky and still a bit innocent. I'm the girl who isn't afraid to laugh at herself. I'm the girl who still, at 23, colors outside the lines. I'm the girl who is bold and confident. I'm the girl who likes to leave a little mystery behind her.

I'm the girl who writes about anything and everything in her life, even the boys she falls madly in love with who don't even know she exists. I'm the girl who is still so shy that she gives said boys code names in said writing (you'll see....). I’m the girl who’s mastered the art of loving from afar, but ultimately, never having the courage to tell the gorgeous, sweet, funny, charming guy that he is, in fact, gorgeous, sweet, funny and charming. Or when I try, it always ends up not sounding anywhere near as sleek and sophisticated as it did in my head, hence the story behind my blog’s title.

I’m the girl who, at 16, wrote a list in my diary of Personality Traits I Want My Future Husband To Possess. I’m also the girl who lets these 20 traits guide her heart still today.
I'm also the girl who thinks imperfections are beautiful and sexy.

I can't say I have all that much experience in the world of love, romance and the intensity of relationships that drives people to do crazy things in the name of love. In all honesty, when it comes to said relationships (especially those involving the opposite sex), my run-ins have all had three things in common: dorky, awkward and quirky.
But I do know that I truly wish, and hope you give me that shot you said you'll give Marco (polo), and please don't run from this. I know something is there. Maybe you'll be The Big L word for me someday.

xoxo

You're supposed to fight for what you want...well I did. And it didn't work. So hopefully I'm destined for something more. It wouldn't be so bad if he would just admit there was something there.

Update: March 21st

I decided I didn't want to give up so I fought harder and won. :]]!

How I Feel (in Photos): Miss Talking To You

People keep telling me...

"If he misses you, he'll call. If he wants you, he'll say it. And if he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his."

And to be honest I'm getting sick and tired of hearing it.

I've never been so unsure about a boy before. It's all so unknown. Him and I. I'm not sure what to do. I wish someone could just tell me: 'Yes, this is what you're supposed to do.' But I know that's not possible.

Happy Birthday, Dr. Seuss!

Today would have been Dr. Seuss's 108th birthday.

The creative mind behind some of my childhood favorites.

Rhyming with the best of them and had a way of making stories pop off the page.

Some of my favorite Dr. Seuss quotes:

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”

“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.”

“In my world, everyone's a pony and they all eat rainbows and poop butterflies!”

“Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.”